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"I want to be the bad guy." [Dec. 12th, 2008|05:45 pm]
I guess it's pretty bad, but the other night, Sara coerced me to watch PS I love you and I've been quoting it for the last week or so. The movie was whatever. I just keep saying shit to her like, "I have to be honest, I've been lying to you Sara. I'm really a fish... and I sell hot-dogs. I'm really a robot... I'm here to collect coal." And randomly sometimes when I kiss her, I'll act like I'm being instantly hit by a huge gust of wind. It's a play on the saying, you blow me away.

But anyway, today's the motherfucking day. I've been studying all week for this fucking Nutrition test and I have to do fairly well in order to pass. And god damn, I've been studying like mad. I even read the whole fucking book over and took notes during it. I swear to god this shit better be easy. Then next week, two relatively easy tests and two short papers and I'm out of this school. It's funny, the classes that I thought were going to be hard are easy and done, but the ones that I thought would be easy, are more of a trouble, so happy graduation is on January 10th.

Did I mention, this Christmas is going to be awesome. I get to spend the whole fucking thing with Sara and I'm so looking forward to it. Hell's Yeah. And
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I try to remember this exists, but then I just don't... [Dec. 2nd, 2008|11:01 am]
but things are still going good. Everyday, Sara still surprises me. She's so freaking awesome. I love having her live with me too. I can basically have my way with her any time I feel, which is awesome. I feel like I should use that previlage more than I do. I'm going to see her family hopefully a few days before christmas and then be back by probably christmas eve to have christmas at my house. I'll probably be getting an xbox360 and gears of war 2 and then a bunch of stuff for sara. I already got a bunch of stuff for her too; thank goodness because I didn't turn my timesheet in on time, so it's going to be about two and 1/2 weeks before I get paid again, haha. I have like 50 bucks and that's all ear marked for credit cards bills.

I'm going to be so happy once friday gets here, because by then, all the hard stuff for this semester will be done and over with. I'll end have one class done. And everything should wrap up generally by the end of next week, though I might have some junk to do on the very last day which will be easy enough.

So yeah, did I mention I freaking love Sara. Fuck. It's so dumb that I had to wait until my last fucking semester of college to find that one awesome girl.
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hell yeah, there's a party in my tummy. Anyone know where that's from? [Nov. 19th, 2008|05:07 pm]
So yeah, Sara basically moved in yesterday. It wasn't working out for her in MD, so I just packed all her stuff, cat included into my van and she's going to be living with me. She's been sleeping in my bed for about the last week as is anyway, so it's not really new. Though, she's suppose to be moving with her friend in a few weeks just because, which whatever. I get to see her everyday now. Even if I don't have the gas to drive and see her.

Mmm, I'm still just looking forward to when this whole school shit stuff is done. Two presentations after Thanksgiving and I'm out basically. I have a lot of video I should probably be watching over thanksgiving though.

My dad has made the project of completely redoing the living room downstairs. It looks pretty badass now though that he's basically like 80% done. So yeah, the cat count at my house is now 6 cats. It's like, every year we somehow get another one. I like it.
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I'm still happy [Nov. 10th, 2008|05:17 pm]
[music |Jesse's girl, but I rather get some head]

I just spent the entire weekend incredibly happy. Sara spent the night 3 days in a row. Unfortunately, I have a lot of school junk to get done, so that sleeping over streak is breaking. But,  I have a feeling we'll match it again sometime soon. We have so many dumb inside jokes too. I love it. We can be doing absolutely jack shit, but we're still having a ball.

It's funny how I randomly remember I even have this journal deal. It's always when I've been on the computer for like an hour and going blank.

So yeah, I vote for Obama. The Bradly effect didn't get me. Thank goodness. I love the Obama and McCain South Park episode that came out like last week. So many good points, but only with Stan's dad. Hopefully, shit won't go sour this time around.

It's weird how a lot of business are closing. I know there's a lot of recessionary moves companies are making, but its just weird to see shit closing to me. But oh well.

I'm just waiting for freaking Dec. December is going to rock for once. Every past Winter has basically royally sucked since I entered college, but once it's going to be good this time around. Especially since Sara decided she won't be going to Ohio for a week.

And it's funny that Jesse randomly decided to break up with his girlfriend of over a year for other women that give him not even the time of day as they say. I really don't think it's going to turn out as awesome as he hopes, but oh well.

One month to go and I'm done this college shit forever. Yesss. It's strange how I've had this journal since the beginning of it and it's only now that I can say that stuff is actually good without any bullshit mixed in with it.
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so yeah, random entry [Oct. 12th, 2008|09:29 pm]
So I have 5 more classes to go and then I'm done college for now at least, but I have no plans to go back. I'm so tired of it all, but I'm taking it one day at a time.

I have a new girlfriend, though she's not that new since we've been going out for over a month now, two months in about ten days. I've seen her every single day since the first day I met her. She's completely the girl for me. I've never met such an awesome person. She's smarter than me, got an 1590 on her SATs, knows several languages, already has her bachlor's degree. She just blows me away everyday I see her. Everyday, I'm like, fuck, she's so fucking perfect. I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend.

She was having some house problems. She almost had to move in with me, but we're pretty sure she'll have some where else to reside, but it would've been awesome to have her living with me. I'll probably be over her place everyday anyway, so it'll probably seem like we're living together anyway.

I love the fact that the stock market is going crazy. For me, a finance major, it's really something. And I've been watching all the debates and can't understand why you really perfer McCain over Obama. It's like, what the fuck people, are you seriously trying to argue this? I just don't get it. I don't get why the fuck we even had bush in office twice, but whatever. I'm probably going to lose since the last two elections I voted against bush.

So yeah. In a few months, my life will be basically perfect. I'll be out of college. I'll have an awesome job. I'll have an awesome girlfriend. And I really don't want anything else, so fuck yeah world.

And if you want to listen to really awesome music, look up the artist Girl Talk
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update... [Jul. 20th, 2008|12:01 am]

its summer and I don't have jack to do. I have a part time job that's suppose to be full time but I skip out all the time. I don't care about the money.

I went to a show this weekend. It was the most wild show I've been to all year, maybe in two years or so. It just had a lot of naked people and crazy stuff.

Went and saw batman on release night. I thought it sucked except every scene that the joker was in. I hope he doesn't win an oscar, because the academy awards are worthless to me.

I've been running a lot, but I'm still not that great.

It's been months since I updated, nothing's really changed.

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my lost cause [May. 4th, 2008|02:30 am]
so yeah, today was awesome. Life's pretty awesome. I'm pretty sure I love life, it's just when classes start giving me these random presentations do I start to just hate it. Thank god for the weekend. I get to a chance to slack on slacking, but not really. I'm doing well enough in all my classes. I don't care what it takes, but I'm finishing this shit this year. School makes me want to throw up every single day it seems. I'm sure I hate it now, but I'll look back it fondly.

in other news, I had lunch with a really awesome girl at the mall today. She's been on my mind all day. I've known her for about a year and half, but still, it's the first time we've actually hung out and it wasn't that bad. I'm suppose to see her monday. Will it work out? haha, of course not, which is okay though

I went to a show with Elliott and kyle a few weeks ago. It was pretty awesome. The main bands were Young Hearts, which basically has guys from Dear Tonight in it, so I just like it for that fact alone. And the New Dress. It all reminded me of Taking Back Sunday's early stuff.

I waited in line for GTA4 the other night too. That was so boring. It wasn't even my game and the game pretty much sucks in comparison to what I was hoping for.

Went an Art show last night too for my one friend. She actually sold a painting for 800 bucks which I think is wild. Then we went to some bar on the river front and there were 20 of us there. It was pretty interesting until last 30 minutes where I was just begging to leave.

I have this 10 page paper to write on any bank, but I really have no idea what could be said about a freaking bank in 10 pages. It's going to be rough.

Wow, I haven't written in here forever it seems. But, I think that's a good thing. I think my life sucks for a good chunk of it, but it's getting better, slowly, but surely. This year just needs to be over and then, I'll finally not have this whole school thing weighing me down. I swear, it makes me so sick sometimes, but conversely it also makes me happy to know that I'm actually getting this shit done and I'll be overqualified for all this dumb stuff that I will never use.
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Spring Break and such [Mar. 25th, 2008|11:39 pm]

There's a been a lot of good lately and a nice cup of what the fuck as well, more so good. The worst being my communications class. I have to give a 8 minute presentation in two weeks. So feeling ill about that. But I what's been really awesome is there's a website where I can run a virtual stock portfolio, to see if I can beat the market, which is really tricky. But I've been kicking the market's ass all over the place for real. The market usually makes 2.3%, I've scored 30.1% in the last two days. So I should get at least twenty bucks from them randomly or more. Supposedly, people have made 2000 bucks off it when some really crappy returns and I know I just had to have blown them away. I'll find out the first week of april anyway. www.updown.com  I'm going to rule that site, I can just tell. 

Spring break anyway. Hopefully, I'll actually do something. I have a few plans, but mostly I imagine I'm going to be catching up on work. I'm happy for the break. I don't know why, but everyday when I wake up and know I have school to do, I just feel depressed... more hopeless than anything. Blahhh, I wish it was turning into winter, so I'd have more of a reason to be so unattached to life. 

Elizabeth, woo, it weird with her now. She has a strong dry sarcastic side and it's like, mm, but then I piss her off a lot too for reasons that I think are just dumb, so I just haven't talked to her as much often. I don't see a future there anymore anyway. 

I wish I had more stuff to say. Life's about the same as usual. I've been listening to Rancid a lot lately. I'm just surprised how cheery just about everything of their's is that I have listened to. There's also a song on my myspace profile that I'm addicted to now too. I guess that's it though. I haven't heard anything good for so long, but there's this one band called Fuck Buttons. I found them on myspace yesterday. I think I really like them too after listening to the same song four times in a row.

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so Friday I... [Mar. 15th, 2008|04:45 pm]

hung out with Elizabeth for half the night. We played pool and somehow she managed to beat me 3 to 5. When I was trying, she won, when I was just effing around, I ruled; whatev. Then we tried a pizza place on main street I haven't been to in two years, which was fun, espiecally since the bravery was playing non stop, no that I care about them, but it was relaxing. The we went to go see a play on campus, Bare. That was really interesting, but I felt like most of the singing was Bright Eyes ish, but still enjoyable. Then I drove to Mark's and stayed up until 5 playing video games. 

Today, I'm probably going to do the loop in wilmington just for the heck of it, though I'm still pretty tired.

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lately... [Mar. 11th, 2008|10:11 pm]
 I don't know what to think. I use to be like, okay, whatev, fuck that bitch, bitches ain't shit, but this time I actually care. But the girl I've been talking to the last past couple of weeks is so awesome. I asked her out for the I don't know what time and she keeps saying no for the most aggravating reason on Earth. It's just bullshit... but maybe somewhere inside, I like it. Reminds of Walk the Line where Cash did the same thing. It's so fun driving to her dorm at 1 am every other night or so and just hanging there, just flipping class the next day off, not caring about a damn thing other than her.

And I'm just so tired of work and school. I ditched work twice, just because there were only 3 hrs of possible work, it wasn't worth it. And school's been eh. I almost dropped a class tonight just because it's so frustrating. I have to give 3 motherf'n presentations and one's going to be 9 minutes long. I just want to bail, bail, bail and say fuck it all. 

"One day I'm going to make it out of this prison cell... and I'm going to be free"
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